Let's just say that things have been really confusing. Drama. It's awful, I know. The issues are pretty much 90% internal though. I'm having bipolar moments, I swear. I'll be okay, then I'll be super happy, then for a while I'm okay again, and then for NO reason I get depressed. Little things have been super setting me off lately too, and things I really shouldn't get upset about I'm having breakdowns over. I've been crying myself to sleep some nights, and others I've fallen asleep immediately with a smile and a sigh. I can't identify what I'm feeling, can't really figure anything I feel out well enough to categorize it into anything, i.e: happiness, sadness, doubt, guilt, pride, anything. I don't even know why I'm writing this journal.

I guess just bear with me. Halloween's coming up, and I finally have all my materials. I'll be working hard on my Dr. Franken Stein cosplay from Soul Eater. I finished the screw-through-the-head about an hour ago, so I'm on the right track.

Any motivation would be nice I guess. God, I'm so apathetic right now. D;